2008--->2009 part II

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I've dissected quite a number of rats... i become more cruel now. I mean i'm not afraid of rats, but not those dirty black rats. * I've to do so because of my research, no offense to rat lovers*

I'm so glad to have Dr. Durriyyah as my thesis supervisor. She is the cutest Dr. i ever seen. She is kind and nice, the most important thing is she is not racism. She is not afraid of frogs, i mean she is an expert in dissecting frogs but she scare rats. *sweat* I'm lucky too to have the other three coursemates which are doing thesis together. If not, i might fall lots more. From afraid of grabbing rats to an "expert" of it, problems become nothing. Merci beaucoup.

We have a new club called BHM club, which is known as biohealth model club. This name was given by wei mee, who is our photographer cum organiser, then we have sue ping as our director. The following must have are models, we have super model, top model, senior and junior as well. I know we sound childish, but that is the way we release our tension, especially for final year, facing exam, report and the most horrible thesis. The friendship between us are getting good. But this will be the last semester we are going to spent. Wuwuwu~

This year, i had a wonderful christmas with my friends, it was like a small gathering. We had barbeque at Vic's house, we bbq, chit-chat, sing, blow our christmas cake and exchange gift. Although it was simple, but it was fun.

And today we will meet up as he is coming back in the evening flight, so coincident. Earlier than expected, so glad that we no need to meet up in next year.

It was so much to be said, but i'm a bit lazy to keep refreshing. Anyway, hope that this brand new 2009 will be a good start for me.

2008--->2009

Finally the year 2008 is going to end and a brand new year 2009 is coming. Over all, 2008 was fun, happy, excited, joy and upset as well. But it wasn't a bad year. At least, lots of first time happen in the year. *grin* Went to makan angin with family, Which was very delighting. Along the year, although these places are nothing to be proud for, but it's considered a lot to me; i went to Cameron highland, Genting highland, Muar, Kuala Selangor and Melacca for three times. Quite familiar with Melacca town already. Hehe~ The first time, i went there for a dance competition with my dance buddies. The second time was with my housemates, we went to Melacca and Muar to hunt for food. Nice trip but i'd diarrhea the next morning after eating so much things into my stomach. *sigh* The third time, i brought my family to there. It was already 15 years ago i went with my family when i was standard 2. And i still remembered the oxcart four of us took photo with, and now me and my brother are already so tall while my parents are getting older. Time really flies.

The first time to Melacca in 2008

We were taking part in the Traditional Chinese Dance Competition which held at one of the high school in Melacca

The second time to Melacca

It was a 2 days 1 night cari makan trip to Melacca and Muar

The third time was with my lovely family

I bought the yellow duckie which i dream to have it at Jonker Street

I was dipped into the tea farm

No food, no smoking, no i-don't-know-what-is-it, no drink but bear is allow in Skyway cable car.

Very tired already, i've shopped for 6 hours just now, so it's time to bed. Tomorrow still have class at 9. Will be continued..

Good night.

unknown road scene

Finally back to my busy life which i dislike it. Short holiday with half-charge energy, and i feel restless.

On the highway back to KL, i hate those so called huge vehicles that cross here and there without giving any signal. Or signal is given while they are driving to the outer lane at the same time. Even though you are approaching them, they are fearless with your tiny little road riders. The incident is like that, usually those huge and "slow" vehicles will at the inner lane. No matter there are cars speeding fast at the outer lane which are right beside them, they will be driving out from the inner lane whenever they want to exceed the slower vehicle in front of them. Those scenes always happen at highway, but no one will horn them. And i wonder why? Is it because of they are huge? Tiny always get bullied by huge? I don't think so. But why? Don't they know that it is very dangerous to do so, crash will be happened if the brake of that car is broken.

The second scene, i wonder why the outer lane is slower than the inner lane on the road or highway or bridge as well during traffic jam? Outer lane is not equal to fast lane? Or someone has changed the rule? Can anyone tell me why?

Hohoho...Merry Christmas

You better watch out
You better not cry,
You better not pout
I'm tellin' you why,
Santa Claus is coming to town

Ho..Ho...Ho...

Wishing everyone of you, Merry Christmas~

Have an enjoyable christmas eve, hooray~

photos' memories...

Today, want to confirm that the frame is either 3R or 4R, and find some photos to fix the frame. Pull out my drawer and take out those photos, and flip through the photo albums. There are something about my school life, my family and friends. Feel so touched when looking through those pictures. Everyone of us have grown up, we are so different from the old time. Some of them are working, some are still studying like me, some got their own partners, refreshing those silly gossips and rumour between friends. Last time we liked to pair up boy and girl who were closed with each others. Sound so silly, but it was fun and when refreshing those things, i smile.

So glad to have you all with me, those who are closed are still keep in touch with each others. Although i'm seldom at hometown, but whenever i've back, they will ask me out for sure unless i don't tell them. If i don't tell them i'm back, then i'll get scolded. Glad to have a group of best buddies to play, have fun, fool along, we talk unstoppable through fixed line, in the class, during gathering... but now everyone of us are busy, just once a while will meet up.

There are sweet memories but there are also memories that i don't want to remember. But anyway, time will heal. Now, I've learned to face the truth. The reason why i don't want to remember those things because i felt that those action were silly. And luckily i didn't lose my friendship. There are past time, we should look forward but not backward, right?

他们说人的年纪越大，越容易因伤心，感动而流泪， 是真的吗?

you and me

Refreshing some old memories and suddenly thinking how we met? I'm wondering is it something has linked us together?

When i first saw you, i was thinking you looked familiar, a bit look like my friend. But actually you're not when look deeper.

When the first time i knew you, we were in the same bureau which actually that bureau isn't in my choice.

Things went wrong. Very wrong. In turn, something has changed which is out of my mind. Skipping some steps, which i'm wondering is it right or wrong? But those steps lead us to here, i guess.

L.O.V.E., what is it meant?
And i guess i'm dumb in it.

Indian classical dance

This post i have delayed it for so long, it's about my ko-k, indian classical dance. It's very fun to attend the class, and learn something different which is out of our academy. Although we have learned not much, but most of us really enjoy the moment well. Few days before the Ko-K day, we had extended the time for our practice from Monday night 10 something, Tuesday night 11 something 'till Wednesday night 12 o'clock. So on Thursday noon, we had to set up everything including our costume, make-up, headgear, accessories before we were heading to the stage. So, let's the photos do the talking:

Before the make-up

After the make-up, dressed up and the accessories, i turned into an indian dancer. The eye liner was thick and ugly and looked so artificial. I looked so fierce. Just because we were rushing out of time, the guy had to be fast to finish up about 30+ performers' eye liner. Do you notice the foundation on my face, suddenly i looked tan. Because the foundation which is suitable for darker skin.

My hair bun with jasmine(i guess) and my headgear

Actually there are seven types of indian classical dance, but we just performed five types, there were Kuchipudi, Kathak, Mohiniaattam, Bharatanatyam and Odissi. The other two are Kathakali and Manipuri. We were divided into five groups and each group performed each type in a medley which consisted of five different music. First to come was Kuchipudi.

Secondly, Kathak.

Followed by Mohiniaattam. We looked so royal from top to toe.

Next was Bharatanatyam.

Then we had Odissi.

Finale with our poses of the dance. We had to squeeze so that all of us can get into the lens.

Even kingston also crave for indian dance, see he becomes an indian with a red dot(what is that called? Anyone wish to tell me?) on his forehead and he is ready to perform.

-The End-

i need a break

I need fresh air now.

I need to cool down now.

I'm tired now.

Good night everyone.

I need a break, now.

Watch out for thief

Last night, thief broke into 677 around midnight. A laptop, a cellphone, a radioactive bag and some money were stolen. The thief get into the house through the back door in the kitchen. Thank god that the thief didn't step up to 1st floor where two girls were sleeping soundly there.

If Hotdog and Burger were there, the thief won't have any chance to get in. And Burger and Hotdog will give him a big bite for sure if he's dare to come in.

My concern to Adi. My regard to the members of 677. Miss Hotdog and Burger too.

Becareful, everyone and watch out for those thieves. Shit you.

he and she

She is lucky to have him, but she doesn't appreciate what she have. And sometimes love isn't as what we wish it to be.

Because he isn't her cup of tea while actually he is so good, and known to be a nice guy. Everyone seems to hope a happy ending within them although it's hard to see they get together.

Although they break, but he is still treating her well. He knows what she loves, so whenever he comes here, he will buy her her favourite. Even they have separated nearly half year. (They are living in different country)

Whether they will get back to each others or they have found each of their right companion, whatever it is, we still hope the best will come to her and him as well.

Love is complicated. Isn't it?

hard disk

My laptop's hard disk is getting fully packed. So i have to transfer my photos into my external hard disk. But my 120GB hard disk is full too. Have to clear and rearrange the wanted and unwanted stuffs. And it's killing me softly. A night long sitting in front of my laptop, keep deleting and rearranging the folders. Have to thank to someone who mis-deleted my files in the hard disk when they wanted to format the laptop. Such a stupid person, format laptop until all my things in my hard disk also get formated.

Thank to his foolishness, luckily this dude just did a quick format. And he tried his best to recover my files in the hard disk by weeks, no it's months i think.

Although he had recovered most of my precious things back, but he made my life more miserable. I have to rearrange all the files starting from zero. You know, arranging the files and folder is a terrible-horrible-and-vegetable experience, and i hate to do it, but i've no choice. Although you had recovered six thousands something pictures, but you keep recovering repeated pictures, don't you know it? And some of the recovered files are corrupted. wtf. When she returned my hard disk back to me, she told me that he had recovered six thousands something photos. So i tell you now, although six thousands something sounds a lot, it doesn't mean that you had recovered all my things! And i dislike your "理所当然" voice when talking to me.

Since experienced such horrible and freaking incident, i won't lent my hard disk to anyone else anymore. No next time. Sometimes, we have to be selfish.

My neck and back are aching now. Shit you. *beh song-ing*

goodbye~

Yesterday, i nearly let him missed his flight. The check-in has closed in the front counter. So he had to run to another counter to quest for any chance of boarding. Luckily there was the last call for the flight, he was the last confirmed passenger to board. *phew* Thank to the Malay staff, he is so polite, unlike some others, i saw some are impolite to passengers. Hey, you are confronting with passengers from around the world, you act as a representative of Malaysia, don't demolish our country's reputation. Although our country may not have it. At least, give a smile face please. That's the basic requirement for customer service.
After his check-in, it was closed for any other check-in while those in the waiting list passengers had the chance to board. And he quickly walked to the departure gate. Thank God that he get a seat, and the staff gave him a business class's seat. It was the lucky of an unlucky.

Goodbye. Take care.

Miss No Good 不良笑花

Miss No Good or <不良笑花> in chinese is starring by Wilber Pan and Rainie Yang. And finally i have finished watching the whole drama. Although it's a funny drama, but it takes my tears away. Feel touch with some of the scenes.

Sometimes simple is good. Don't complicate life.

Whoever you are, either tall or short, fat or slim, pretty or ugly, poor or rich, one should has self confident and one is unique in your way of life. 活出自信，活出自我，活出属于自己的天空。

I love the soundtrack in the drama which sung by Rainie Yang called <带我走>, whenever i listen it, it touches my heart and my tears will start to shed, even when i'm driving. I know i tear easily. *sigh*



这笨蛋白痴的剧情，竟然可以感人泪眼。*Wuwuwu*

Miracle?

Before getting into December, we had found Prof. and told him our situation. We hope that Prof. will allow to change the time. But he seems like didn't let us change the time that has clashed with another subject. And i felt very disappointed, trying to accept the truth that we have to choose the subject with lab on my wonderful Friday, where 2 credit hours but we have to attend 6 hours' class. And give up my french level II that has clashed with it.

Thinking that Prof. won't let us change the time of the clashing subject.

In the end, he has agreed to change the time. I'm so grateful, he is so kind, although he looks very cool..

Although, the time hasn't change officially, but i'm so excited, cos' i can take French while no need to attend any class on Friday plus no need to do reports which i hate so much.

Miracle happens...
Thank Prof., thank coursemates, thank God too...

Will miracle happens twice?
Wondering....

food that can be looked only

So guess what is this dish?

It looks like some kind of Italian food with some sauce as decoration. Look nice, right? Guess it?

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Actually it is made up of several kinds of "materials", the ingredients are as below:

tissue paper

smacked green chili padi

banana leaves

fluffy dough

tadaa....

PS: We did it after having lunch at cafe... that dough stuff is hard to swallow off. Since it looks so "lonely" on the plate, then we start to decorate it to let it looks so called delicious....*sweat*

crazy for geo challenge

Finally i break put's score for Geo Challenge in the Facebook since i've played the game for some time... yahoo~

Well, it's a great game which you can really improve your geography and it divides into three parts, first part is to test your knowledge about flag, second part is to test how much you know about the country's map and the last part is to test knowledge for the location of the cities.

So, i've been tried for 75 times to achieve the geography teacher status with a total score of 13,326 and place in the 2nd within my friends list. Yet, still a long way to hit the score that Jenna get.

Anyway, i'm happy with my score for now, that i finally hit put's score for so many tries.
Put, 我爬过你头咯。
Not Put, it's helmet Than, 我爬过你头咯。
Just want to share my joy~ *giggle*

PS: not to forget to wish my best buddy in Penang, Jia wei, happy birthday to you. Muacks to you, babe~

happily ever after

Girls usually like stories with happy ever after...
That's why i like Disney fairytales' movies
Because i like happy ending
Because i dream for happily ever after

It reminds me about those Disney fairytales' stories

Beauty and the Beast, watched it when i was 5. I still remembered that the kindy teachers brought us to the nearby theatre to watch it and we walked to the theatre.
I love the song when Giselle dances with Robert
So close by Jon McLaughlin

But things don't happen as you wish...
Because we have to live in the reality




Colours of the wind
I like this song too~

Malaysia's roads

My car's front left tyre's shock absorber has broken, so have to change the both side absorbers for the front tyres which cost RM200 something.


All this done just has to thank to our country holes-everywhere roads. Long ago, i thought only my state's roads were like that, but after been here for years, one thing i can conclude, the roads in our country are the same, bumpy and holes everywhere, even at the capital too. I really hate to drive at the roads to KL, you have to keep alert to avoid from kena lubang, if you kena, your car hurts as well as your heart too.

roads at here sometimes even worse than these
When can we have the roads like this, smooth and flat. But i don't think so, even our highways are too dangerous to speed just because they are uneven. What for putting the 110km/h signboard there? I think highway has to change the name to slow-way.

room alone

I'm room alone now...
Somehow it's good to be room alone...
I can turn on my music loudly, i can roll here and there, i can dance with no fear of hitting the others, i can get naked and walk in my room (*giggle* but i won't, sigh..), i can do whatever i like without any worries.
Well, but i have to sleep alone, that's what i'll afraid of. Especially during the long night, i'll think nonsensely, i afraid of 'terheard' any weird sound, i afraid of "something", i afraid of thieves and intruders.......

Okies, i think i watch too much of Home Alone.

But i'm not as smart as Kevin to hit down those bad guy. Yet, i still afraid.

blame hormone

Girls, are easily get into emo...
Why like this?
Just because of our unique endocrine system...
What is endocrine?
Hormone.
Due to our frequently changes of FSH, LH, oestrogen, progesterone within a month time.
So guys, it's not our fault.
It's hormone actually.

I've drawn out the changes of the hormones in our body, although my drawing looks ugly *paiseh*. That is our ups and downs which we can't control it ourselves.After i emo, it turns to putput. Blame hormone, k.

Lucky by Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

Well well, this is a nice song to share, by two great vocalists
Soft, relaxing, pleasing melodies, nice lyrics....

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees ???
Move so pretty you're all I see
Let the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


ps: Somehow, i'm lucky and i feel it too~ *giggle*

november baby

November is a special month to me..
Two of the most important persons in my life where their birthday are fallen on this month...
Without them, i won't be here...

Mummy and Papa,
happy birthday to you
I love you always

love

Love is complicated...
No matter you're in love, you love someone, someone loves you.....
But love has the power...
The power to be healed, the power to be hurt,
the power to be happy, the power to get sad,
the power to be sensitive, the power to be numb,
the power of everything it could be.

And sometimes you can't even control it.


Recently watching a taiwan drama, Miss No Good, starring by Wilber Pan and Rainie Yang. The drama very silly and funny. If you have nothing to do or need a laughter, just watch it. Laughter is always the best medicine.

fate?

I asks my friend, will we meet again?
My friend says, see we got fate or not?
Well, finally we meet up again....giggle~
Is this called fate?

mumbling

I feel like i got a bit of mental retardation.
Less oxygen content in my brain?
Isn't it due to the effect of chronic disease?

Somehow, knowing too many things are bad, cos' i will think this and that.
Somehow, if i know it, i'll not happy also.
Somehow, i choose not to know.
Somehow, life is short, i should live life happily.

Quantum of solace

shout: Happy Birthday to mummy...i love you always...muaks~

Although i didn't get the free screening tickets from nuffnang, a little bit sad of that, but i still get myself to watch the movie, thank to my good companion always. *happy happy* Well, no much comment of the movie as i'm not good in reviewing movie. Overall, it's ok, but some of the "highlight" part have cut off. That is the defect of watching movie at cinema. *giggle*

ps: No matter which movies to be watched, it's you the matter. Merci beaucoup.

mirror of you

I dislike people who always crap about this and that of the others while actually they always act so... disgusted...
This is so called "ada mulut cakap orang, tiada mulut cakap sendiri", 有口说人没口说自己
Please take a look at yourself at the mirror before talking about the others...

Here, mirror for you,

mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?

where my party people at?

Yeah, finally finished my most tension papers.... so excited
Anyone is going to party?
I'm available here...

Ask me out....

where my party, pa' party party, pa' party people at?

where my party people at?

chronic symptoms

I'm in dyspnea....
I've insomnia...
I'm in hypoxemia...
Later i turn into hypoxia....
Then i become cyanosis...
Why all these happens?
Just because of chronic disease...

PS: I couldn't get myself into sleepness although i'm tired... All i want is just a short nap to give me some refreshment so that i can continue to the battle.... This time, i really feel tension...

你有压力
我有压力
大家有压力

right before the war~

Before going to sit for my endocrinology paper..... a bit tired with the study... that's why i'm here....
Well, i finished the study, but it's all depends on my luck.... hope for questions that i have studied.....And most important thing, the words that have to be memorised in my mind are still fresh... agree? praying hard... and good luck to me....
Before i forget, all the best, friends~ Bonne chance~

If you believe by Rachael Lampa

If You Believe

I close my eyes,

And even when I'm sleeping
I'm alright,
'Cause You are in my life.
Once upon a time,
I only imagined this
And now You're mine.
Oh, I tried so hard...
Prayed that You'd find me;
Maybe You're here today,
Here to remind me:
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe, oh oh...

Everybody said

That I was a fool to think
That we could bear; (Everybody said that...)
But I couldn't get my heart out of my head,
And they just didn't see;
No, they just could not.
Feeling that You care,
The places that You can...
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.
Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but You...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
“Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely.”
If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That (when you believe) when You want Someone enough,
Then they can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be,
If you believe.
Believe, believe, believe, ooh....

I like this song so much, knowing it from the movie named A Walk To Remember. It is always in my beloved song list. Girls always fall for love songs, aren't they?

And i still remember i get scolded by someone else when i sent this song to him because he was busy....

I was so down on that moment cos' i just wanted to share something i like to him, and i was not meant to disturb and it was ended up with displeasure.....

PS: Somehow, i use to bear resentment along....

exam mood

Tomorrow is going to have my first paper, yet i still here...
I feel no stress at all for tomorrow's paper....blogging, facebook-ing, chatting....
This feeling is really frightening...
And i'm not happy now.... yet feeling weird....
A little bit of emotional breakdown....
The coming papers are more frightening, and i'm sure i'll be stressed gao gao....
And the feeling of pressure is making me breathlessness... hate it.... And it's just come without any inform to me...

Memang susah payahnya, no stress also afraid, stress 'till gao gao also afraid....
What to do?

hearty gift

When i was almost turned 21st, i wish to get my key with a heart shape, just because i love heart shape, while i dislike those ordinary key necklace. (It's better to buy a real key for me than that) But my 21 years old, no key for me, just a crystal bracelet from my mom. Anyway, i like it too.

But mom really loves me so much, and i didn't expect that when i turned 22nd, she gave me the heart shape platinum necklace. And she really knows my taste, i love the design of the necklace where the heart falls in diagonal. That's so called like mother like daughter. *giggle* This necklace was not cheap also, i just wonder why she would buy it. And she told me that when she was window shopping, she saw there was promotion in the jeweller and just walked in. And she saw this just because she liked the design where the ruby stone sit in the heart shape, so she just bought it and on that moment she just realised the price was not as cheap as the promotion written. And yet she insisted to buy it for her lovely girl. How sweet is it. There is a small diamond at the edge of the heart too.

This is what i wish to have for my 21st birthday, key with a heart shape. The design not necessary should exactly like this but something like that. And i just realise that it means key to the heart. Meaningful. If anyone insists to fulfill my wish, you're welcomed. LOL

GoMobile GoMobile Go

This time, Nuffnang is given out the screening movie tickets of Quantum of the Solace, courtesy of GoMobile. So what is GoMobile actually?

I've no idea until i've checked on their gomobile website, so it's the ultimate mobile lifestyle event of the year. And i think it's really a big event where they have lots of big big sponsor from mobile, telecommunication company, newspapers and even our government. They will be having their upcoming expo event from 21st to 23rd of November at PWTC, KL. Besides that, they will be going to hold the 2nd Asia Pacific Regional Mobile Learning & Edutainment Conference 2008 too on 2oth and 21st November. It's the largest mobile event happening at KL. For more details, you can log on to here.

Okies, back to Bond, besides those action things, one more thing that you will never miss it, pretty and sexy Bond girl. And this time the Ukrainian model and actress star, Olga Kurylenko as Camille in the movie.

pretty
And as a Bond girl, always sexy
Bond, James Bond (Daniel Craig)

Here is the trailer

Anyway, don't forget to turn your mobile phone into silent mode before the movie starts. Thank for your co-operation.