So excited~

Today, it's a memorable day for me. Even the rain falls to celebrate with me besides tempering for the damn hot weather. I have worked hard for two sem, about one year time, suspended my one month long holiday, 8 credit hours final year project, also known as thesis, has finally come out in a blue-ish cover book. I'm so so so so so so so....X100000000000 excited and happy. Unexplainable and indescribable joy and delight. Whenever i look at the blue book or think about it, i would whisper to myself, "woohoo, finally done." and giggling to myself; in the room, in the car, while walking, and at Oldtown too. And su hwa said, "tonight you need not have to sleep, and even you slept you would laugh out loudly in the midle of the night." Maybe it could happen. Who knows? Caution to my roomate, don't get too frighten about my action(if it happens) during the night. And i felt so so so tired, cos' i slept at 5 in the morning the day before and the day after i waked up early in the morning. One advice to all, don't sleep "early" and wake up early too for continuous days. Or maybe i'm too old to have such habit already. *sigh while shake head-ing*

Ok, i think i should stop and go to sleep gao gao tonight.

Excited!!!

Oggy and the Cockroaches

It has been a long time where i didn't watch cartoon. Suddenly thinking of the cartoon that i watched on TV3 which is now stopped showing.What a sad thing cos' I miss the cartoon so much. Although my family has subscribed cartoon channel in Astro but they don't have any cartoon called Oggy and the Cockroaches. It's a cartoon about a cat called Oggy and three cockroaches. They don't talk much in the show, but they make me laugh for the show. I search from youtube and found it is up there. Am so happy to watch it back. Love it. I like their ending song with zeizeizei... as i would sing along when the show ended during my kid time.

Confessions of a Shopaholic

Randomly clicking into youtube and i found this. I like the story of the Confessions of a Shopaholic. Well, i'm a typical shopaholic too. Whenever i have extra cash on hand, i'll shop. But luckily, i don't have credit card, or not i'll end up like this too. *wink* My coursemates said that Isla Fisher who starring as Rebecca Bloomwood is not pretty enough, yet Hugh Dancy as Luke Brandon is handsome, it's so contrastive. But i like her, i do think she looks gorgeous and attractive. She has successfully attracted my eyes on her. Movie with laughter, certainty about shopping, love and romance.

Woohoo, all the soundtracks has combined into one piece, bonne!

Contemporary dance

Nice piece of contemporary dance. Every single move is smooth and energetic. I heart contemp dance.


This is nothing related to dance, yet i found it have touched me when watching it. Nice song from Carrie Underwood.

dance bonds people

This past Monday, I'd met with three of my friends, which we knew each others through dance.

The first person i have met is Jasmine, who is my 'daughter' too. We know each other genuinely through family. We use to have family system during our college(hostel) life; for example the first year will be the sons and daughters, then the second year will be the moms and dads, followed by third year will be the grandpas and grandmas, fourth year will be the great grandpas and great grandmas and so forth. Initially she impressed me because she is one of the performing art(dance) faculty students; whereby she will be my friend, xiao por's junior. Yet we become closer as she joins CC Dance Club, where i'm also one of the members. As we have dance practices for Feseni and also dance competition at Melacca. The relationship between us mostly is bonded through dance rather than family i think.


The second person i have met is Kai Li, where we know each other through PTUM performance/dance bureau. We have a hard time for the practices, just because the practice is stiff. It's not for play play only. In this bureau, the participants are either pro in dance or totally idiot in dance. But no matter how, the participants would finally able to dance gracefully in the performance. The tough practice which is the key that have trained us to be skilled and expert. Because of the hardships we have been through, the relationship of the whole group of people get very well. And my dance skill has improved a lot from then on. Kai Li and I befriend after all. Kai Li, thank for keeping the certificate for me. And i still remembered the chocolate that you have presented me. *wink*

The third yet last person in the day i have met is Xiao Wei, also we know each others through PTUM dance bureau and likewise, she is the member of CC Dance Club too. What a coincidence. Xiao Wei is from performing art(drama) faculty who like to dance so much. She is a wonderful and unique girl.


An ordinary day, i have met three persons, where we are interelated with one thing, i.e. dance. Dance bonds us together. I heart dance so much.

The body says what words cannot

-Martha Graham-

just study

Woohoo, Angeline please, keep this study mood going on and on. This will be the last final exam you will have in Uni. Try your very best before it's too late. Fighting until the end, please don't ever give it up. Good luck to you. Bonne chance.

Tsunami is coming?

Recently i've received an email saying that on 22nd of July will have tsunami due to the sun eclipse. Even my parents also received the mail and asked me not to go to the beach during that month. I'm wondering is the mail a prank or truth? It has scared me, i don't want to see anyone to get hurt especially my love one.

Tsunami that happened on 26th of December 2004 which hit Penang had brought an impact to me. After the incident happened, i was afraid to go to beach. I still remembered that the day before the incident happened, my family and i went to beach at Pantai Bersih. Well, we went during the night. Lots of people were lingering at the beach. The sea was whole black. The wave seemed to be uncalm, neither high nor low tide. The wave flowed up and fell again every here and there. My mum used to have sixth sense where she felt unclamness, and said," It's time to back home." So we left the beach.

The next morning, while i was still slept soundly on my bed, there was shaking occurred. My parents felt like dizzy and thought they were having headache. I woke up late morning and i saw my friend's sms, saying that earthquake just occurred at about 9 something. Then news started to report about the earthquake and tsunami happened on TV late evening. Due to it was a weekend, lots of people went to beach and some ended up their life to the wave. Because of Malaysia never had tsunami before, and no one knew what was the big wave which coming from the sea, and the people run towards the sea curiously and had a look. Yet they ended to be wrapped up by the wave and pulled away from shore. Who would think it was a tsunami?

The earthquake which caused tsunami to occur during December 2004

Some said before the tsunami occurred, the wave would be uneven. Something like the wave the night we seen. Yet no one would guess what will happen, right?

From that on, i was afraid to go beach. Looking at the sea, it made me thought of the incident that happened to human and caused lost of their love one. And i would not dare to park along the road at the gurney drive as the wave had flowed up to the shore during that time. Because of tsunami, the seaside like Gurney Drive, Batu Ferringhi, along the B'worth seaside become muddy.

Back to the previous email that have received, it's good to remind people to be careful, yet if it's a prank, it makes people feel anxieties, worries and unease. If it's truth, it would be another disaster soon to be happened to human. I have no idea how/where to verify the truth. Anyone?

ramdom shoot

This was taken during January. The prosperity burger from Mc. D, after they release prosperity chicken burger, i just got chance to taste it, because i don't eat beef. I like black pepper.


Just a random shoot...had found that my dc has this mode..


Sesame street~


Cheers~

crush on F&F

I wanna be the driver of one of the cars below, speeding on the road, with hito music playing on and on. That's really cool.


Which will you choose? This blue-ish Honda NSX?
Or Nissan Skyline R34 GTR?

Or whitish Porche Cayman?

Well, i hope i can own each and everyone of them. I like sports car, i like speeding on the road, and i need a good car for me to speed on the road. But most probably not my cheap proton.

I just love fast & furious so much.

no pain, no gain

Love should not shelter the whole life. There are lots more things which waiting us to accomplish. Yet, to some girls, love is everything. Love will always come first. Sometimes they will lose their mind, lose their pride and lose their everything nice. Silly right? This is the difference between the mars and venus. Yet some guys are indeed to be so.

No pain, no gain.
Cheers~

情，为何物？

This post was quoted from a person called eggman from my friend's post comment. It's a truth story i think.. And she points out the facts that we might face in the reality.

我有一位好朋友，她和男朋友从大学第一年就认识交往了，是我们眼里的老夫老妻。四年里他们经历了很多争吵而我常常都成为她倾诉的对象。当然我和她至今都是很好的朋友，我想说，对女生而言，一些事是她不会直接对男友说的，因为她认为男友应该明白，而当男友就是不明白的时候，她就会找她信任的朋友倾诉。

大学毕业后，大家步入工作岗位，因为工作性质和性格的不同大家渐渐就有不同的生活重心。这是自然的，也是一段感情能否维续下去的重大考验。如果大家的性格不能配合，以后的生活也很难维持。这对双方都不好。我的朋友后来也因为这样的原因提出了分手。

听了她的倾诉，我明白一个女孩要提出分手，其实是很痛苦的。她失眠、酗酒、放弃工作、学业、连家人也无法面对最后甚至想自杀。我了解为什么她的一些朋友会叫她的男友不要再去烦她。每次见回男友或是从前的东西她都忍不住痛哭。

我记得当时她说，自己也不明白为什么会这样，她不想这样，但她对男友的感情已经完全不一样了。不是变心，只是她怀念的是从前那种感觉，她知道她再也找不回那种感觉了。不过我心里明白，她是深爱着他的,感情对女孩来说不是三言两语就能放下的。直至一年后她还是很想他的。

感情从来不是因为爱而开始，也不会因为恨而结束。是生活里许多事情把我们撮合，也是这些事情把我们疏离。我们很难制造机会来撮合彼此，但能够选择是否要让这些事情把我们分离。是不是值得付出更多努力去经营彼此的未来？

这不是时间的问题，不是说在一起十年就比在一起一年有价值，更不是什么浪费的青春挽不回来的问题。无论结局如何在一起时的幸福快乐时不应该被抹杀的。而这些一起共度的苦与乐，信任与扶持，眼前的这一个人是不是值得让我们付出多一些心思去经营？如果你认为是值得的，那你要好好生活，继续给她关怀，不要强迫她，要让她明白，眼前这一个人有能力照顾自己，也愿意和自己继续经营这段感情。不要颓废，不要焦虑，不要横冲直撞。你说你希望做得更好，那就要身体力行。

我想说，有时在生活里我们会被逆境打败、甚至认为眼前的困境就是未来生活的写照。从而我们放弃了我们挚爱的人，很痛心但我们以为这样能改变我们的生活，对方也能找到更好的伴侣，会更快乐……或许吧。但或许我们也能够携手克服眼前的逆境，创造我们的未来？是的，感情的事并不没有对错。我们都无法提什么意见。我相信双方应该冷静的好好的坦诚地谈一谈，至少是对自己感情的尊重，也对彼此负责。

生命无常，我们谁也不知道是否今晚合眼后还会有明天。随着我姐的离世，我更能明白这点。她和男友有小小的怄气，原本想隔几天去找男友，结果才几分钟后她就突然离世了。

漫漫人生，我们只是想找一个伴，和自己分享生活的点滴，快乐时一起笑，有好东西一起分享……这原是件多么简单的事……

(edited on 050409)