What make me happy? Hmmm..... Lots of things can simply cheer me up. Music makes me happy, it'll be always no music no life. Music swings my mood. Soft, hard rock, sentimental, rhythm & blue, jazz, sometimes clubbing remix..... I love to dance. That's why i love music so much, b'cos dance & music are linked. Well, besides that, coffee is the sun shines my day. The aroma of the coffee intoxicate me. But sometimes i can't have it when i think of it, just b'cos i'm afraid i'll be awaken for the whole night long while the next day i still have to work. :(
Sometimes i do think that life becomes directionless. What is the point to live on? Even a simple thing like what to have for dinner, i'm blanked. Now i'm earning for my own, but i do not dare to spend, just afraid of over-spent. I love shopping, but still i can't really spend for it, what i like to buy. I wish to travel, but i need a companion & time available. Friends are dispersed out of nowhere. Everyday go to work, then eat, sleep. The next day keep going with the same thing again. And sometimes saturday have to work for full day. Sunday is the only day to rest. Monday rotates the same thing again. What's point to have life like this? I need some spices added into my life. When working, i keep looking at the monitor. When coming back home, i look at my laptop. I want some outings. I want to look at others instead of just a screen. I want some greenish view. I want crazy acting. I want to do something i wish to. I wish you are here.
When bear bear meets new friend, and what will he do? Shake hand like ordinary new meeting? Or a simple intro talk with this new friend? Well, bear bear isn't that innocent, despite he is always the black sheep. You see, he is riding this new friend named chuan chuan (in chines means proud). How dare he?!
Merdeka day is already over. Well, i'm just back from office. Everyone is celebrating the important day of Malaysia, Malaysians are having a holiday for this day, while i have to celebrate with tans of work till' near 12 midnight. No choice, end month is always the busiest day of our company, we have to rush everything out before the closing day of every month.
However it's so glad to have a smooth way like today morning. Just a few vehicles crawling at the road. You can really speed on the road. Even the buses too. Today i saw two. Unlike those weekdays, the traffic is sucks! Really hope that every morning when i go to work will be that smooth too.
It's time to rest my eyes. Had looking at the screen for more than 15 hours. Last but not least, happy belated birthday to Malaysia. We are one nation, one Malaysia. Good night people.
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Found this from the net, what's the roses' colour and number symbolise.
Meaning of Number of Roses: - 1 Rose................ Love at the first sight; you are the one - 2 Roses.............. Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another - 3 Roses.............. I love you - 6 Roses.............. I wanna be yours - 7 Roses.............. I'm infatuated with you - 9 Roses............. An Eternal love, together as long as we live - 10 Roses........... You are perfect - 11 Roses............ You are my treasured one; the one i love most in my life - 12 Roses............ Be my steady - 13 Roses............ Secret Admirer - 15 Roses............ I am truly sorry, please forgive me - 20 Roses........... Believe me, I am sincere towards you - 21 Roses............ I am devoted to you - 24 Roses............ Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday - 33 Roses............ Saying "I love you" with great affection - 36 Roses............ I will remember our romantic moments - 40 Roses............ My love for you is genuine - 50 Roses............ Regretless love, this is - 99 Roses............ I will love you for as long as I live - 100 Roses.......... Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age - 101 Roses........... You are my one and only love - 108 Roses........... Please marry me! - 365 Roses........... Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday - 999 Roses........... Everlasting and Eternal love
White Roses - Innocence, Purity, Secrecy, Reverence, Worthiness White roses like bridal gowns symbolize innocence and purity. Giving white roses says that you believe that your intentions are pure and that the recipient is worthy.
Red Roses - Passion, Love, courage, Congratulations Red Roses are classic and a popular choice since their message is an unmistakable expression of love. The color red symbolizes enduring romantic love and passion.
In addition to their message of love, red roses can be given in recognition of courage and to show respect or to say "Well done!" and "Congratulations"
Pink roses - Happiness, Romance, Admiration, Sweetness There are many variations of pink roses and all ues of pink communicate sweetness and elegance. Light pink roses show happiness, joy and admiration. If you want to send an expression of gratitude deep pink roses are perfect because they symbolize appreciation and thankfulness.
Peach Roses - Gratitude, Appreciation, Sincerity, Modesty Peach roses send a message of appreciation or gratitude and are also often sent as an expression of sympathy.
Orange or Coral Roses - Desire, Enthusiasm, Pride Bright orange is a color of warmth and energy and orange roses convey the desire and fervor that the sender feels for the recipient.
These bright rose blossoms also can say "I'm proud of you."
Just as coral is more toned down than orange so are the feelings communicated by this color rose. The coral rose still speaks to desire coupled with happiness.
Lavender Roses - Deep Adoration, Majestic, Opulent Sending this color rose says that you find the recipient as enchanting as the lavender rose. The light purple rose is a good choice if you want to express love at first sight.
Lavender can also express deep love and is a novel color to give your love to express the depths of your love.
Blue Roses - Impossible, Unattainable Blue roses exist in fantasy but not in nature. The blue rose symbolizes the unattainable or impossible which won't make it a good choice to give someone you would like to maintain a relationship with anyway.
Yellow Roses Welcome or Welcome Back, Friendship, Caring, Joy
Yellow roses send a message of friendship, gladness and delight. Perfect for the new mother, graduate or newly engaged the yellow rose sends a message of joy and new beginnings.
Black Roses - New Beginnings, Rebirth Sometimes the darkest red roses are called 'black roses' and while they do symbolize the death of an idea or say farewell they can send a positive message of rebirth and new beginnings.
It's very difficult to change one's character, do not think of changing one's character as if it's not that easy. Since it's so hard to do so, to make things easier, why don't you change your ownself rather than the others.
Since we can live a happy life why should we choose to live a sad one?
When things are not in our control, why are we still worrying so much? It'll be making ourselves into tans of troubles as if we keep on worrying. Let it go since we still can't settle it, make life easier for that while. It doesn't mean that things are left not settle, but to settle when solution is up to the point.
Learn from the training session, just want to share to you all. Life is full of complexity, but you have a choice to live a happy life.
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PS: Today is my convocation. All of you are invited. I guess we will be out at about 5sth. See you there. Please pray for a big sunny day. *praying hard*
Today i'm on leave. So glad cos' can sleep till' the sunlight shines on me. Indeed, my flu is not yet recovered, the mucus is still stuck in my nasopharynx, while affecting my hearing a little bit. I can feel it greatly when taking the lift to ground floor, the pressure in my ear is driving me madly. Cough is coming to me. Tomorrow is my big day, i want my sickness goes away please.
With my jean, bag and sandals, walking on the street, with a healthy me; that's what i want now.