Dido~here with me

I didn't hear you leave,
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing,
It might change my memory

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
And I won't go, I won't sleep,
I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won´t leave, and I can´t hide,
I cannot be, until you´re resting here with me.

I don't want to call my friends,
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been

Oh I am what I am,
I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
And I won't go, I won't sleep,
And I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave, and I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here

And I won't go, and I won't sleep
And I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave, and I can't hide
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go, I won't sleep
And I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me,
And I won't leave, and I can't hide
I cannot be, until you're resting here

I won't go, and I won't sleep,
And I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave, and I can't hide,
I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

tiredness never leave~

Long way to go...
Tiredness screws up
It makes me feel like i'm getting older
Yes i am actually
But i'm just early 20s
how can i work out like older than that...
*sigh*
I'm more emotional compared to younger mine...
but why this could happen?
Please, control yourself, control your feeling, control your emotion...which i usually whisper to myself
Frankly, I hate to be depressed, who else will like it..
I hate tearing, especially bitter tears
It makes me fatigue after it
what is the way i want, i don't know...
hard to believe right for my age
blurring nowadays....
even coffee doesn't make any effects on me
I wonder....

烦

有时我会在想我们到底适合不适合？
说真的，有时我不懂你要什么？
我又做不到你想要的
最后搞到你我都不欢而散
我不想这样
有时我会犹豫我们该开始吗？
可是我又不甘心什么都不是
我不想还没开始就已经结束了，放弃了
我想尝试
我想跟你在一起
就是因为爱你
虽然我们经常有问题
每次都是同一个问题
爱的力量真的不可思议
难怪大家都说爱是盲目的
我希望因为爱，我们可以包容这一切
一起携手去解决
好吗？

to heart~

故事有了演变
演变成我心里一直希望的
也出乎我想象的
可是自己心里想要的跟现实发生的
却带来了困扰
到头来自己却在思考着他到底是对的吗？
是否我真正想要的？
我还怀疑故事演变的真实性

自己开始担心
到底是多余的担心，还是什么？
那天，虽然应该是开心的一天
我却莫名的决堤了
到底是否莫名，自己最清楚
我到底怎么了？
人就是很奇怪
没有的时候，就想要
有的时候，却在担心，在害怕，在怀疑。。。
距离远了
真的遥远了
说真的，有点不习惯
除了你走了
再来就是很好的屋友也走了
朋友留下来的只剩没几个
可能已经习惯你在身边
每天都会见到你
突然之间，你离开我
我真的不习惯
我知道是时候适应一下这样的生活
毕竟你以后可能离我更远
更没有时间
我会的，我会学着去适应
我会努力读书
我会乖乖的
我会更想你
我希望你快点找到你喜欢的工作
因为我的快乐就在于这一切
那几天，阿公说得真的让我思考了几个夜晚
因为他说的也是我心里一直烦着的
不过，那天你给的答案真的让我心安了
我并不想给你太多的压力
不过，我很迷茫。。。
你还记得我说过的，i'm afraid that if i want anything too much, it'll mean i'll never have it
不过，你放心。。。我懂要怎么做
i still what i am

so close yet so far
but now as you say, so far yet so close
my words start to speak, i'm not seeking, i'm waiting.....