angel's path

goodbye 2011, welcome 2012~

2012-01-07T14:24:00.003+08:00

Again, last post of mine was back on Sept, and it's now 2012, an 'end-of-the-world?' year ahead.

Flashing back my 2011, it seems like nothing big happened but it did have changes and achievement to conclude about. Had gone for 2 so-called big trips, Bali on Jan & Cambodia on July which coloured up my life. I love travel, especially to experience different culture of the people. Had changed my job on July. Had plenty of wedding invitations to attend (do this means that i'm getting older?). What else? Think, think, think... oh ya, mum had admitted to hospital and i rushed back home in that night, driving alone, 1st time drove in late night via North South Highway, route was dark when there was no vehicle passing along, a little freaky; besides that, mum scared me as this was not the 1st time she admitted. However god blessed that she is well now and i wish healthy is always with her. Other than that, few small local trips with friends. Less OT with good quality of life, but a little poor due to no extra income(OTs). Oops~

Overall, am quite glad and blessed with my 2011. Hopefully the 2012 will be a good 1. What is my 2012 resolution?? No idea yet. There is a big 1 which i wish to achieve, but it needs time. Ok, got it, my resolution is to save money. Save Save Save, this is a hard job for me. But need to make a move.

Happy 2012, a wonderful year ahead. Cheers~

2ne1 rocks~

2011-09-20T15:14:00.003+08:00

Though they ain't wearing short & sexy outfit, they're still hot and rocks!

And they are the only one i like so far among those Kpop groups... keep rocking, 2ne1~

I prefer K version rather than J version~

Cheers~

非诚勿忧？

2011-06-18T18:59:00.003+08:00

因为舒淇，所以选择康熙之舒淇安以轩那集，是宣传非诚勿忧2。完后，见到旁边的link-非诚2，就click了下去。把整部看完，还蛮喜欢剧情，是说爱情婚姻之类。其中，很喜欢那首诗和那首曲子。

你见，或者不见我
我就在那里
不悲不喜

你念，或者不念我
情就在那里
不来不去

你爱，或者不爱我
爱就在那里
不增不减

你跟，或者不跟我
我的手就在你那里
不舍不弃

来我的怀里
或者
让我住进你的心里
默然相爱
寂静欢喜

<你见或者不见我> - 仓央嘉措

May, his birthday... XD

2011-05-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

Woohoo.. it's been months ago since the last post of mine was back on March. Wao, i've missed out April and now it's already mid of May.

I've made up the decision to move on, whereby this decision is ain't an easy choice. During that moment, i was still wondering of what i choose, but now then, i'm firmed with it. Just don't look back, keep moving on no matter good nor bad. The sad part is the relationship that we build would be the matter and i'll miss you guys much. T.T

Guess you know what kinda move i meant. Wish me lucks. I need tons of lucks besides the upcoming hard work.

Bonne nuit~

1st quarter of 2011

2011-03-27T11:12:00.003+08:00

Time really flies in a rocket speed, here it comes the 1st quarter of 2011 and it's gonna end so soon. In a very short while, lots of things happened. Earthquake & tsunami in Japan which swiped off houses, cars, and life as well, leaving tons of rubble. Then there it comes the nuclear crisis, Libya's crisis, politician sex clip issue, even my company is also having an 'earthquake'. It's really sad that though we are in the 21st century, a modern-advanced technology world, however man is creating crisis/issue, is helpless with natural disaster & crisis.

Please take a step backward, look into what we have, what we do not. What we'd gone through, what is going up next. Cherish every moment you'd been through and be faithful and thankful that we are still breathing the air.

Good nor bad, face it optimistically.

To myself, friends & people

Everyday is a great day and have a nice day!

2011-03-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

I wish to settle down.
Am tired...
I want a home.
Just home.

Image from http://www.iconarchive.com/show/simpsons-2-icons-by-gordon-irving/Home-icon.html

you & i

2011-03-01T00:56:00.001+08:00

2011-02-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

你不能说我没在乎过说我没care过难过
我也想说可是能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我到底还在不在乎问我不担心就这样丢失了爱
而我的泪怎么就留下来

quarter after one

2011-02-26T01:15:00.005+08:00

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the phone
Reaching for the phone i can't make call anymore
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i miss you now
Sad, i couldn't call but lost all control and i miss you now
And i don't know how i can do without, i just miss you now

Oh baby, I just miss you now

L-O-V-E

2011-02-14T21:33:00.007+08:00

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extraordinary
E is ever more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that i can give to you
Love is more than just the game for you
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Happy Valentine's Day.
I love you and miss you too...

i'm Elva's fan

2011-01-09T23:18:00.005+08:00

I'm a typical Elva's fan, own her albums, mostly... except the very 1st album, self title debut album, 同名专辑 and the latest album, diamond candy, 钻石糖 & miss Elva, 萧洒小姐. Love her not b'cos of her 1st album's songs, cappuccino or 最熟悉的陌生人. But was 上钩了, as the song was broadcast-ed after the drama or any shows. And bbf Tyan knew i like the song so much and she gave me the album during my birthday. I was so so so excited. After all, just falling into Elva's whirlpool. Had been to her i-called-as mini concert at Komtar Dome, Penang with her 4U during my 16. Haha.. She bought her dancers, and she sang many songs, and even changed her clothes. That's why i called it as mini concert and furthermore admission was free. Got the only Elva-signatured's album. It was a wonderful memory and did lots of silly acts with tyan and wan sin. But it was fun.

Love the rhythm, the dance.... not to forget, Elva Hsiao

Monday again.... Cheers~

Say byebye to 2010, welcome 2011~

2011-01-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

Wow, I don’t have any post on December 2010.. What the… Well, for the last quarter of 2010, it’s been a great time to pass… ups and downs…. thick and thin… 1st time he fetched me back Penang, I’m totally sitting beside him as a passenger… also the way back KL… Thought I’ll be fit in the driver seat in the midway, however he never gives me any chance of it… *happy*

Because of him, I get to go to the surname jetties which I never gone before though I’m a Penangite. Jetties come with Lim, Chew, Tan, Yeoh, Lee and mixed surname which located around the ferry jetty. And thank to mummy who is so friendly (talkative) and we get to enter one of the house at Chew’s jetty. Person who works as a HR knows the way to communicate with people. *salute*

Get myself a weighing scale as Christmas (exchange) gift from colleague. Got my Starbuck diary/organizer, would like to thank Chloe, Tracy, Kit Mun, Chooi Ling (also Salwani) and David’s contribution of the chops. 7 chops one shot on the last day of 2010, and I got the diary. Yeah~ Get a cutie tiny little giraffe from his sis. A Starbuck’s Christmas tumbler from him (last one found at The Curve, Starbuck). Have to walk up for 18 floors to my office on the last day of 2010. Get to back home on time (without any OT) for the 1st time cos’ we get to hit the target. We are so geng…. *salute*

Get myself a very 1st own vehicle. Get myself a camera. hehe~

2010 of mine ends prettily. And welcome to 2011, a wonderful year ahead. Cheers~

i'm fallin' in love with kelly sweet~

2010-11-28T11:17:00.003+08:00

The most like - We are one

Especially during the night, just heart the flow of music...

There are some others also nice like Raincoat, Je T'aime, Ready for love, I will be waiting etc...

Cheers~

Crapping - job

2010-11-12T22:58:00.006+08:00

Are you feel stressful with your job? Guess you're and yes i am too. I just wanna dump myself into a deep blue sea and keep drowning into it endlessly. Argh~

没那么简单就能找到做得来的工
尤其是在竞争强烈的工作场上
总是不安只好强悍谁谋杀了我的胆量
没那麼简单就能去做别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱加班一久也习惯
不用伤心因为也会被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
老板说的话必须听一听自己没决定
不必拥有太多情绪
一个电脑配cases
在周末晚上关上了眼睛也会梦见cases去
工作没有那麼容易每个人有他的历经
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
赚钱没有那麼容易才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经
赚钱真苦心但却最动心的经历

Just another way to destress...
No offend.
Cheers~

By the way, it's a nice song =）

love story - bali

2010-10-10T14:57:00.007+08:00

What a wonderful & lovely land to have a wedding at Bali... but the words that they express to each others are so truly spoken, which touches me a lot. And i love the under pool water shot, when their hands are together. I love her wedding dress. The songs, the editing are so matching. Great wedding video... love it ^^

Addition:
Get to find this, without password.. ^^

Enjoy~

Hope i'll have such a wedding as well... Start day-dreaming XD

By the way, happy 10.10.10 ^^

song of beethoven?

2010-09-26T00:37:00.004+08:00

Hmm... recently keep listening to this song... just like it so much.... i can feel the unease and sadness, however different people would have different point of view. It's amazing, when you look at the keys keep running.

Wish to know the song title, though get my friend who know piano about it, they have no idea with it. Was trying to find under Beethoven, but i still can't get it. I was wondering is it belonged to Beethoven? Do tell me if you know the song. Thanks.

Enjoy.... ^^

Imma fall into jason chen

2010-09-18T11:03:00.004+08:00

Great voice, good look... hmm, should be promoted as singer...

Lyrics (added on 10.10.2010)
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn That's all right Because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry That's all right because I love the way you lie I Love the way you lie That ain't the whole story I've been stuck with jobs no one else, would take before me Cuz I had to Debt was going up 1-800 numbers started to blow me up I knew I had to make it Without music in my life I'm naked and homeless So if I'm down and hurt Are you Just gonna stand there and watch me burn That's all right Because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry (I'm not afraid to take a stand) That's all right because I love the way you lie (Everybody come take my hand) I Love the way you lie We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel like you love the way you lie Lately I've been dealin with haters And people sayin I'll never make it But I just use it as fuel to my heart To keep improving Race will never be the reason I'm not succeeding nor will I ever sell myself short or settle less than I'm deservin Cuz I've put in my heart, and I've put in my soul And I've always believed, that I would make it this far and if I'm down and hurt Are you Just gonna stand there and watch me burn That's all right Because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry (I'm not afraid to take a stand) That's all right because I love the way you lie (Everybody come take my hand) I Love the way you lie We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road... Yeah I love the way you lie Uhh I'm not afraid not afraid not afraid not afraid Just let me burn~

Have a nice day!

Cheers~

Us

2010-09-18T10:50:00.001+08:00

Drafted long ago, should be posted in July together with PD trip... hmm, but late is better than not at all... Just about him & us...

buy you?

2010-08-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

A lovely song, which is so relaxing, best to listen in the night. Love it~

Finally it comes to the end of August, whereby tomorrow is Merdeka day of our nation. Happy 53rd birthday, Malaysia. Though tomorrow is a public holiday, yet i have to work for 15hours+. Am tired, but still keep moving on. Hope for the better future soon to arrive.

2010 is soon to be ended, what have we done so far? Think n think n think....

Cheers~

Saturday, earthquake?

2010-07-25T11:08:00.004+08:00

24th of July, was working at office. Felt a bit shaky but it was a short 1, and i thought i was shivering as my office's air-cond is always at the winter state. In addition, no one was hoo-ha-ed of any shaking feel.

Anyway, certified that there was an earthquake occurred at Sumatra, Indonesia. There were some tremors occurred at KL, PJ area, but a short 1.

Here is the link about the earthquake.

This is the second time i felt it in my office. However, this time was a short 1(5 seconds from the news) if compared to the previous 1.

Have a nice weekend~ ^^

P/S: Happy birthday to Huey Wen, Shee Ying, Pei Li, David Yap.

Breakaway

2010-07-23T14:50:00.006+08:00

Taken at Port Dickson, somewhere out of the hectic city.... cheers~

butterflies

2010-06-13T16:08:00.004+08:00

Love is like a butterfly,
when you hold it too tight, it'll crush;
when you hold it too loose, it'll fly.

P/S: I love you and miss you hard~

untitled

2010-06-03T01:24:00.005+08:00

明天就放假了，该开心吧。
是时候睡觉了，可是却醒着。
心情有些沉重，有些孤寂。
音乐在播放着。

思念是一种很玄的东西
如影随形
无声又无息出没在心底
转眼吞没我在寂寞里
我无力抗拒特别在夜里
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即朝你狂奔去

仿佛唱着此刻心情。
在想你。
海豚们，可以帮我传达给他吗？

i heart grand piano

2010-06-01T21:54:00.004+08:00

I was regret that i didn't go for piano class which i wish to learn when my mum offered me, although that time i was already form 1. As i was at the rebellious age, I was thought: i'm too old to learn piano, i don't want to learn it with a bunch of small kids. As the actual reason was i felt embarrassed as i'll be the oldest there to learn grade 1. And i afraid if i learn worse than them, i can't accept the fact. But now, i regret. If i had learned since form 1, till' form 5, i might already get grade 4 or 5. T.T Now, whenever i have listened to nice music especially those piano version, but i can't even to play it. This is really upset. However, my mum bought me a keyboard when i passed my PMR with flying colour. But then, i had a long time didn't play it since i'm in KL.

Recently, fall into this song in piano version. One of my caffeine booster during work time.

Cheers~

just an ordinary flower

2010-05-30T01:07:00.004+08:00

The flower is standing high up, reaching towards the sun.

Can i still stand on? I doubt. Human's life is ain't simple as abc. Stay strong, like the Adenium Obesum,富贵花.

life shines~

2010-05-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

I heart this plant, is shined at my lovely house.

Good night, people~

lamborghini

2010-05-25T23:45:00.002+08:00

Belated CNY post 2010

2010-04-28T22:52:00.004+08:00

I'm totally busy till' when i have time to online, i'll be stunt in front of the laptop. Somehow, working was too busy until i felt my life is meaningless yet only working, working and working.

Ok, stop crapping and back to my post, another left over post, Chinese New Year 2010. I took some photos by my DC. *blush*

the incident happened at penang, end of 2004

2010-03-28T18:52:00.006+08:00

This was the nightmare of mine when it happened at penang, although i was at home, watching & listening to the news. For the past few days/weeks, the newspaper kept reporting on the seeking of the people lost due to the incident. I still remembered that it was 26th of Dec, the day after Christmas, was a holiday. Regarding to the new of the families went to Batu Ferringhi seaside to picnic and the heartless tsunami brought the family members away to nowhere. :(

The incident happened somehow haunted me from going to seaside. Looking at the sea, i felt unease. But time will dilute the memory. However, watching this video again reminds me about it. The wave is wild and fierce.

Earth Hour 2010, have you?

2010-03-27T20:54:00.003+08:00

Writing this in the dark, while listening to favourite music... what a wonderful night~

Tonight is the Earth Hour, from 8.30 to 9.30.... Hopefully everyone is joining. However i still see lights out there. :(

Last year's Earth Hour was a nice 1, together with my bear bear & housemate's tortoises.

Let's turn the lights off, guys~

Cheers~

幸福~

2010-03-20T19:33:00.005+08:00

天上会掉下雨，雪，冰....
甚至鸟粪..
但,
幸福是不会从天上掉下来的....
所以，幸福要好好争取，再好好珍惜....

- Quoted from my friend, jenn fui -

Cos' it's so true, we should appreciate, it ain't easy to own...
Have faith~

no tiring, no gain~

2010-03-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

A blank mind is writing this. Would like to apologize to let you read this bored post, but i can't help to be so blanked now. Overtime working is so tiring, especially under the heat and pressure. There wouldn't have easy money to earn about, you've to pay out for it. Reality, to be accepted but not avoided. Somehow, when you gain one, you'll lose one as well.

You make me feel so emotional
I can't let go i'm so emotional
I'm sinking fast into an ocean full of you
I'm so emotional

140310

2010-03-14T23:17:00.005+08:00

14th of March, the white day, or 白色情人节 in chinese. Do you know what it is meant for? Please click here for info. Someone should owe me something. But now you're in S'pore. T.T

I get a book {why men don't listen and women can't read maps} from MPH, although initially this wasn't the book i wanted to buy, yet am happy too.

Falling into you from Celine Dion, love it so much.... the typical red lips was the make-up's fashion times ago.

And in your eyes I see ribbons of color
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!

So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you

I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you

Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are

Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you

Woohoo~

2010-03-06T01:12:00.004+08:00

Woohoo~ It's been a long time no writing for the blog, getting dusty here and there. This time, modem get struck by lightning.

Life is being great, working is still fine, but health is not really a good one. Now life is getting harder and harder while time flies like a flash light. Now it is already March of 2010, 9 months more to go before 2011 is come. World is disrupted by natural disasters. Earth quake hit Taiwan after Chile. Really hope that our Earth will get better soon. World peace.

Dedicate the song to all of you, enjoy~

Last christmas

2010-01-20T11:06:00.003+08:00

Last christmas, though it wasn't the greatest, yet still a good one. December was the busiest month i ever had due to work, it was the year end closing. However, i still had the chance to celebrate with him.

Pavilion, KL

This was taken with digital camera, DC also can do bokeh~ I love my piece of work~ *grin*

Another piece....

Cute creatures all with X'mas hat & spec too... at office~

Hopefully, this year will have a good one as well..... Cheers~

Candid - Sat night fever

2010-01-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

Pics which were taken by the photographer that night， but i just get a few of it.

I like this candid photo~

Underwriting rocks~

Sat night fever

2010-01-13T21:26:00.006+08:00

This past Saturday was my company's dinner -- Saturday Night Fever with 60s/70s theme, held at Impiana Hotel, KL. It was a fun night, and everyone was dressed up nicely. I get an Olympus digital camera from the lucky draw on that night, i felt great. Never had such good luck to get such a 'big' draw. Not bigger than what my brother get previously, he got a LCD TV from the lucky draw of Komtar Run. Cool~

We got 2 coupons for photo session, either to be individual or a group photo. They have the theme backdrop, they have professional photographer, and a pretty model. Ahem~

I like this pic.

wonderful weekend

2010-01-10T18:43:00.006+08:00

I cooked for my late lunch today, cos' i miss homie food so much, especially my mum's cooking, yum yum. Had a light and easy cooking, thrown everything into a pot of water. Well, i wanted to have some soup, at 1st i wanted to cook the bitter gourd soup and bitter gourd fried egg, but most of the bitter gourd sold in market were not nice. So, i ended up substituting it with peppermint leaves, whereby it could be as soup or fried with eggs as well. Anyhow, i didn't have it with fried eggs but had it with an egg in the soup.

Looks homie huh?

Soup of the day. Ingredient: peppermint leaves, egg, japanese toufu, chicken meat, xi dao fishballs, water & salt. It was nice, not too salty nor tasteless. The soup was tasty with the chicken meat and fishballs. And the peppermint savour was great as well. Overall was alright. Sound like writing a food blog. XP Someone is dripping saliva if he could see this, cos' he claimed that i never cook for him. Perhaps, have i? *shrugging shoulder*

By the way, i got a digital camera from the lucky draw of my company's dinner last night. Saturday night fever was the theme. Will collect it on Monday. Although i'm planning to get a SLR soon, yet i'm still very happy with it. Was one of the 10 grand prizes. Yeah~

Thinking of going for a jog, yet it rained. Anyhow, it was a wonderful weekend.

once upon a night

2010-01-07T23:58:00.006+08:00

I shed.....

because you tears.

I've touched.
030110

Avatar

2010-01-06T23:09:00.004+08:00

Just have Avatar for the second time, yet it's still so touching... I love the story, love the scenery, love the graphic, just loving it. The 1st time, watched it with bf; the 2nd time too, watched it with bf. However, the 1st bf stands for him, while the 2nd is her.

Officially missing you

2010-01-05T20:46:00.005+08:00

My beloved song which always cheers my day during the long hour working,
The original/Tamia version

The JS version, the twin who from Korea

do tell me, which version do you like?

P/S: I'm officially missing you now.... *@*

Happy 2010

2010-01-04T21:30:00.006+08:00

2009 ends, 2010 reaches. And i was so busy during the year end until i have no time to update my blog, and sleep too.... T.T On the new year eve, i was at the office, working till' late midnight, counted down with the beautiful firework view at KLCC through 16th floor of my office.... XP

Am here to wish everyone of you (although it's late),
Happy 2010, Happy New Year~

This is drawn by me using paint, free handed.. hehe~
Cheers~

snatch theft at SS2

2009-12-22T15:51:00.005+08:00

Just a half an hour ago, an incident happened at an alleyway beside kei tak sek, SS2, PJ. Two snatch thieves, one was riding a motorbike, the other one snatched a guy's bag. They snatched and ran through the opposite way of the road in front of the Maybank. I was standing besides the Maybank, awaiting my pairs of heels to be done by a shoe-maker. I wasn't so close to the incident happened, but i heard a table knocking and falling sound from the direction, and looked over there. The snatch thieves were two malay guys, looked quite young. And no one was helping the victims to chase the thieves, cos' the incident happened in a flash of time, me too couldn't respond in time. There was a police station at the upper end of the road, but the thieves seemed like were not fear at all. From far, i could see the guy's neck was red, i guess the bag should be a sling bag. This incident scared me, don't you think so? The victim is a guy, the bag carried is a sling bag. Most of us will think that carry a sling bag will be safer than carry a handbag, although not the safest. Yet, from the incident, we could conclude that neither sling bag nor hand bag is safe. The best, without any bags. Guys and girls, please be aware.

Should display a guy rather a lady for the above incident....
source: http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/38/SnatchThieves003.jpg

Wish me lucks~

2009-12-10T00:01:00.001+08:00

I've been through a very bad lucks this going-to-end-soon year. 1st of all, my tyre get flatten due to a hit on the road side. Two tyres cost me 300++ bucks. Secondly, my cellphone died off because of the attachment of the charger can't detach the electric flow from the charger. There, i spent another 4 digits. Recently, this past Sunday, i lost my purse, with IC, driving license, ATM card, and money as well. Again, have to spend for few hundred bucks and troublesomeness. How bad luck am i? It seems like a lottery, one month once.

Really hope the bad lucks halt here. And hoping for a better luck. Wish me lucks. *Praying hard*

I'M BACK!!!!

2009-12-04T23:50:00.001+08:00

Friends and folks, I'm truly back to my path, the angel's path is reviving. Stay tuned.

Love,
angeline

hongkies' dim sum

2009-11-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

A delayed post, it's about hongkies' dim sum at a Restaurant in Pearl International Hotel, Old Klang Road. It's a buffet style, meaning that we paid that particular amount and we can order as many as we want, as long as we can finish it. Sound good right? It's worth to eat, cos' we only pay RM 27.80 per pax (adult). But we paid even lesser, thank to angie for the coupon. Just a few pics i've taken, let them tell you.

This pic taken from angie. The desserts.

The menu

Last but not least, group photo before leave.

this is life....

2009-11-07T01:41:00.003+08:00

Do you happy with your life? Somehow, it is. But somehow, it's not. Life is beautiful initially, but we seem to make life difficult, cos' we wish to own more. We start to demand on what we are living. We want plenty of outfit, good coffee, gold card, nice car, big house; a luxurious life. To pursue the life of luxury, we start working very hard, b'cos we ain't rich. I'm doubt when will this life is going to end, cos' human never felt satisfactory with what they have. What upset me is i'm one of them. I thought i can live with a simple life, indeed i was wrong. I'm materialistic as well.

Sad or happy?

Confused.

I don't want a bored life

2009-10-25T22:23:00.004+08:00

I dislike to be alone. Loneliness is killing me crazy. Especially when you work for a long hour, i need refreshment, which to highlight one's life, without feeling any boresome and tiresome of the life.

Where is my smile?

hello

2009-10-13T19:03:00.003+08:00

It's being a long time i've not update my blog, besides of being busy with work, one of the main point which actually inhibited me from blogging is my streamyx had be cut out. Thank for the ex-housemate who had taken advanced months of money, saying that to pay the bill, but ended up line get cut out. I'm here now just b'cos i'm on MC and get online at his house while resting. To update who is concerned about me, i'm fine here. just a little bit more of OT which had taken my health down. No worry, buddies & friends. I'll take good care of myself. When i have free time or back to penang, i'll hang out with you guys, do contact me if there is any activities.

Friends do ask me whether study is better or working since then? Lots of people will question your own about it, i guess. For me, study is good in the sense that we have lots of free time, while working time is fix. Working is good that we can earn money, which is the key to survive and get belongings. To summarize, i prefer working.

Cheers,
angeline

Janet outbreak

2009-09-15T00:25:00.004+08:00

Janet Jackson reminds me with memories... Although the Super Bow incident crashed her down, she is great though. I love her dance moving.

When i was standard 6

When i was in the middle of secondary

where is my shined life?

2009-09-13T19:04:00.004+08:00

What make me happy? Hmmm..... Lots of things can simply cheer me up. Music makes me happy, it'll be always no music no life. Music swings my mood. Soft, hard rock, sentimental, rhythm & blue, jazz, sometimes clubbing remix..... I love to dance. That's why i love music so much, b'cos dance & music are linked. Well, besides that, coffee is the sun shines my day. The aroma of the coffee intoxicate me. But sometimes i can't have it when i think of it, just b'cos i'm afraid i'll be awaken for the whole night long while the next day i still have to work. :(

Sometimes i do think that life becomes directionless. What is the point to live on? Even a simple thing like what to have for dinner, i'm blanked. Now i'm earning for my own, but i do not dare to spend, just afraid of over-spent. I love shopping, but still i can't really spend for it, what i like to buy. I wish to travel, but i need a companion & time available. Friends are dispersed out of nowhere. Everyday go to work, then eat, sleep. The next day keep going with the same thing again. And sometimes saturday have to work for full day. Sunday is the only day to rest. Monday rotates the same thing again. What's point to have life like this? I need some spices added into my life. When working, i keep looking at the monitor. When coming back home, i look at my laptop. I want some outings. I want to look at others instead of just a screen. I want some greenish view. I want crazy acting. I want to do something i wish to. I wish you are here.

Can i shine?

When bear meets new friend

2009-09-08T00:27:00.004+08:00

When bear bear meets new friend, and what will he do? Shake hand like ordinary new meeting? Or a simple intro talk with this new friend? Well, bear bear isn't that innocent, despite he is always the black sheep. You see, he is riding this new friend named chuan chuan (in chines means proud). How dare he?!

Cheers,
Angeline

Happy 52nd birthday, M'sia

2009-09-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

Merdeka day is already over. Well, i'm just back from office. Everyone is celebrating the important day of Malaysia, Malaysians are having a holiday for this day, while i have to celebrate with tans of work till' near 12 midnight. No choice, end month is always the busiest day of our company, we have to rush everything out before the closing day of every month.

However it's so glad to have a smooth way like today morning. Just a few vehicles crawling at the road. You can really speed on the road. Even the buses too. Today i saw two. Unlike those weekdays, the traffic is sucks! Really hope that every morning when i go to work will be that smooth too.

It's time to rest my eyes. Had looking at the screen for more than 15 hours. Last but not least, happy belated birthday to Malaysia. We are one nation, one Malaysia. Good night people.

image from http://www.ctl.utm.my/merdeka/calon/merdeka22/images/merdeka5yv.png

Rose is red, violet is blue

2009-08-30T14:20:00.001+08:00

Found this from the net, what's the roses' colour and number symbolise.

Meaning of Number of Roses:
- 1 Rose................ Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses.............. Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses.............. I love you
- 6 Roses.............. I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses.............. I'm infatuated with you
- 9 Roses............. An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses........... You are perfect
- 11 Roses............ You are my treasured one; the one i love most in my life
- 12 Roses............ Be my steady
- 13 Roses............ Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses............ I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses........... Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses............ I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses............ Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses............ Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses............ I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses............ My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses............ Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses............ I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses.......... Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses........... You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses........... Please marry me!
- 365 Roses........... Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses........... Everlasting and Eternal love

Source from http://www.loveletterbox.com/meaning_of_roses.htm

Meaning of the colour of roses

White Roses - Innocence, Purity, Secrecy, Reverence, Worthiness
White roses like bridal gowns symbolize innocence and purity. Giving white roses says that you believe that your intentions are pure and that the recipient is worthy.

Red Roses - Passion, Love, courage, Congratulations
Red Roses are classic and a popular choice since their message is an unmistakable expression of love. The color red symbolizes enduring romantic love and passion.

In addition to their message of love, red roses can be given in recognition of courage and to show respect or to say "Well done!" and "Congratulations"

Pink roses - Happiness, Romance, Admiration, Sweetness
There are many variations of pink roses and all ues of pink communicate sweetness and elegance. Light pink roses show happiness, joy and admiration. If you want to send an expression of gratitude deep pink roses are perfect because they symbolize appreciation and thankfulness.

Peach Roses - Gratitude, Appreciation, Sincerity, Modesty
Peach roses send a message of appreciation or gratitude and are also often sent as an expression of sympathy.

Orange or Coral Roses - Desire, Enthusiasm, Pride
Bright orange is a color of warmth and energy and orange roses convey the desire and fervor that the sender feels for the recipient.

These bright rose blossoms also can say "I'm proud of you."

Just as coral is more toned down than orange so are the feelings communicated by this color rose. The coral rose still speaks to desire coupled with happiness.

Lavender Roses - Deep Adoration, Majestic, Opulent
Sending this color rose says that you find the recipient as enchanting as the lavender rose. The light purple rose is a good choice if you want to express love at first sight.

Lavender can also express deep love and is a novel color to give your love to express the depths of your love.

Blue Roses - Impossible, Unattainable
Blue roses exist in fantasy but not in nature. The blue rose symbolizes the unattainable or impossible which won't make it a good choice to give someone you would like to maintain a relationship with anyway.

Yellow Roses
Welcome or Welcome Back, Friendship, Caring, Joy

Yellow roses send a message of friendship, gladness and delight. Perfect for the new mother, graduate or newly engaged the yellow rose sends a message of joy and new beginnings.

Black Roses - New Beginnings, Rebirth
Sometimes the darkest red roses are called 'black roses' and while they do symbolize the death of an idea or say farewell they can send a positive message of rebirth and new beginnings.

Source from http://www.squidoo.com/RoseColorMeaning

Thank mum & papa for the lovely roses
Thank dear for the 'hottie' roses during my convocation

PS: I really hope that the roses which you all gave me will last forever. *praying hard*

七夕

2009-08-26T20:20:00.004+08:00

风雨纷飞七夕夜，
鹊桥横跨星海中，
牛郎织女相会也，
只羡郎女不羡仙，
只因你我分两地。

- angeline -image from http://www.godpp.gov.cn/2007-08/14/xin_45080414142075024871.jpg

想你。

love your life~

2009-08-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

It's very difficult to change one's character, do not think of changing one's character as if it's not that easy. Since it's so hard to do so, to make things easier, why don't you change your ownself rather than the others.

Since we can live a happy life why should we choose to live a sad one?

When things are not in our control, why are we still worrying so much? It'll be making ourselves into tans of troubles as if we keep on worrying. Let it go since we still can't settle it, make life easier for that while. It doesn't mean that things are left not settle, but to settle when solution is up to the point.

Learn from the training session, just want to share to you all. Life is full of complexity, but you have a choice to live a happy life.

image google from http://i41.tinypic.com/2m26tsk.jpg
cheers~

video specially from lyehoong

2009-08-18T20:16:00.004+08:00

I'm so touched while watching this specially-made-for-angeline video... thank you so much, lye hoong... love it~

me & you = we

2009-08-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

keep holding each others, till' the end of life.

PS: Today is my convocation. All of you are invited. I guess we will be out at about 5sth. See you there. Please pray for a big sunny day. *praying hard*

bag & jean = me

2009-08-14T13:08:00.004+08:00

Today i'm on leave. So glad cos' can sleep till' the sunlight shines on me. Indeed, my flu is not yet recovered, the mucus is still stuck in my nasopharynx, while affecting my hearing a little bit. I can feel it greatly when taking the lift to ground floor, the pressure in my ear is driving me madly. Cough is coming to me. Tomorrow is my big day, i want my sickness goes away please.

With my jean, bag and sandals, walking on the street, with a healthy me; that's what i want now.

Cheers~
lame angeline

the beach

2009-08-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

Miss the blue sky
Miss the sunshine
Miss the beach

Miss the moment
Miss the memory
Miss everyone of u~

one litre tears

2009-08-02T20:50:00.005+08:00

j'aime sushi

2009-07-30T23:02:00.005+08:00

Having a long time didn't update for food already. Now here i come. Japanese food is always my beloved... Having tea time at sushi zanmai at Garden, Mid Valley City. Let's the photos do the talking...

This was my first time to have cold noodles, cos' i always think that noodles which is cold isn't taste good, as noodles are likely to be eaten hot. But i was wrong actually. This was nice. We had a cha soba.

This was a bit salty to me.

petit octopus,weeee~

Sashimi sushi, double weeee~ Do you all know why i like sashimi? Think, think, think..... Just b'cos i can have it with wasabi. Wasabi, i'm loving it.

Here, end my fully-filled stomach.
Good night.

Post update 240709

2009-07-24T22:57:00.004+08:00

Here i come to update something... Well have already being through a week long working life... I'm the most free in the department i think while everyone is so busy keep typing; as what i can hear in the office is the keyboard hitting and mouse scrolling sound. And i was bored till' die. Everyday keep studying, studying and studying... cos' i'm new, so what i should do before going to start the job, i need training and knowledge about it... As i was too free, i started to think "how am i going to decorate my desk... what should i add to it... things to buy...", and so forth. And somehow, i start to wonder am i choosing the right job? Is the job i want it to be? Well, it's still early to say anything yet, i should have a try first, right? Never try it, i will never know what is the ending. Somehow working in a big office with lots of colleagues it's quite hard to mix around, i'm still not use to it. Okies, friends, this is how my one week long at the office.

Malaysian-to-be-proud vocals

2009-07-20T00:38:00.006+08:00

Still sitting in front of my laptop, listening to youtube rather than watching, while typing this now. Have found a good voice, which i was shocked that she is a Malaysian singer when i clicked onto one of her songs at youtube list, it came out some malay words in the lyrics. So i googled her name, certified she is a Malaysian. Her name is Zee Avi, with her hit song which is played very frequent on the radio recently, bitter heart.

Bitter heart

This is the song which evoked me to google who she is. Kantoi, that's her song's name.

I'm so proud of her, who is a malaysian, sings so well. Nice vocal, love her voice.

Another song which i like, is also sang by a malaysian singer, Estrella with her song, Stay.

Well, staying up so late with excitement to share these songs, good vocals and talented Malaysian singer with you all. I know i should sleep now; and i guess tomorrow will be a bad day, cos' it's Monday Blue...

Bonne nuit~ (Good night)

announcement from angeline

2009-07-15T23:48:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is the first day of my working life... I'm officially known as an OL. Will be starting a brand new busy life, yet will be having lesser social life. Take care, my friends... Wish me lucks~

when life gives you lemon, make lemonade

2009-07-14T11:32:00.005+08:00

Reading through my lovely supervisor's blog about she got the nerve illness since may (from her blog recorded). Feel sorry to hear so yet when we met her yesterday for a quick lunch (yet ended up for one and a half hour at KFC), she looked fine. Feel relief when seeing her, who is still so optimist, and is getting recovery (as she told us she was off medication yesterday). Like what she always says, when life gives you lemon, make lemonade. That's the way she is every now and then.

Back to her blog, well, she is so real in her post, unlike who she is. You will never feel that she is unreachable. And she is cute with her conversation and action too. And she reminded me about a song called que sera sera, which my mom taught me and i always sang to her when i was a kid. However i just knew the first phrase of the lyrics, but now i know the whole lyrics, thank to dr.

Below copied from http://dsha-bellspalsy.blogspot.com/2009/05/25-mei-2009-isnin-siang-di-ummc.html

QUE SERA... SERA of Doris Day:

When I was just a little girl

I asked my mother: What will I be? Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?

Here's what she said to me: Que sera, sera. Whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see. Que sera, sera. What will be, will be.

When I grew up and fell in love, I asked my sweetheart: What lies ahead? Will we have rainbows day after day?

Here's what my sweetheart said: Que sera, sera. Whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see. Que sera, sera. What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own. They ask their mother: What will I be? Will I be handsome? Will I be rich?

I tell them tenderly: Que sera, sera. Whatever will be, will be. The future's not ours to see. Que sera, sera. What will be, will be. Que sera, sera.

happily silly

2009-07-14T10:08:00.003+08:00

Life is full of complexity,
in such a way that confused one's mind;
life is unpredictable,
we will never know what is going on next;
life is a far-reaching growing path,
no doubt to step on it;
Live happily,
silly yet brainy.

cheers,
angeline

life ar~

2009-06-30T20:17:00.004+08:00

My industrial training is going to end so so so soon... 3 days to go.... passed up my report where this report is even thicker than my thesis... cool right?!

Just wanna crap here again... What is life actually? Can anyone tell me? To me, life is short. Do you feel that the time is striking fast? At least i feel so. When we were borned on the earth. When we learned to walk, we learned from the start... then came into school life for about 20 years, playing around, fooling around. After these years, then we came out for work. Work days and nights. Then owned car, house and belongings. Then get marry with someone else, made a small family. Earned for our children, their living, their education. Then when they finished their study, it was time to retire. Well, when we retired, i think we were be having lots of sickness, just cos' of tiredness of work, polluted environment, unhealthy lifestyle, stress and so forth. Is that what we get in the end? Suffer for the rest of our soon to be ending life, and waiting for death?

Can we really change it? Cos' i don't want a life like this. I want to enjoy life. But can we really enjoy it? How are we going to enjoy it without money? To me, money is still the matter, that's why we work so hard to get it. But when we really own them, are them yours? They might be contribute to your health in the end.

Love life. Life is precious. Here, end my crap~

Save life in the planet

2009-06-21T12:52:00.006+08:00

DiGi is doing For Those who Love to Save campaign. It's a charity campaign. DiGi will donate RM5 of one click of us to the charity that we support. Their target is to raise RM150,000 in 30 days. So what are you waiting for? Just visit here, click on to the charity you want to support, write down your email, and verify it. Isn't it easy? Save our planet, save human's life, and so do animal's life.

Besides that, there is another one which is a go green campaign. This is to raise concern about the climate change. Do visit here as well. Go green with DiGi. I've my leaf on the park. Beside recreation park, you can place your leaves at the wild mountain, city centre, beach, forest and so forth.

My leafy

jobaholic?

2009-06-21T12:38:00.003+08:00

Recently i was doing my industrial training at a hospital, FOC. Working is tiring. I become tiresome, online become purposeless. Even writing for my blog i felt lazy for it. Unlike previously, i was deemed to write it, even though during exam and busiest time. However the training is finally going to end soon. Yet the end of it meant that i have to get a job and start my new adventure. Yeah, i need job, urge for job. Just because i'm dying soon. I'm still spending my parents' money; it makes me feel disgusting and ashamed to myself. That's why i urge for job too. Now i've changed from shopaholic to jobaholic mode. Job hunting is making me frustrated, seeking every opportunity one by one, page by page, A to Z; in the end i'm blanked. Wish me lucks...

To those who are still studying, do appreciate your study life. Do enjoy your life to the maximum. I miss my Uni life so muc. Miss my friends, coursemates and buddies. I want sing K, movies, yam char, camwhore, crapping, do crazy stuffs....

appetite enhancer or inhibitor?

2009-06-21T01:18:00.002+08:00

When your favourite dish is placed in front of you,
although it is so delicious,
yet you don't feel the appetite.

Girl, who always depends on her mood,
who will be happy on this moment,
yet get upset on that moment.

Sometimes she likes this,
sometimes she likes that,
just because she sways easily.

Who makes that sway?

picture from google image

miss

2009-06-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

when a girl miss a guy,
she meant it.
when there is no network out of nowhere,
she is afraid of losing contact with him.
when she can do nothing,
she just wish everything will be fine.
when she shed her tears,
she don't wanna lose him, ever...

i'll be

2009-06-03T00:04:00.004+08:00

Finally i get the song... it's from my housemate...on the way taking my clothes to wash, i heard the familiar rhythm and voice... yes, it's the song i'm finding for so long... I know the name of the song, it was not enough info for me to search as there are a lot of song named as so like i'll be, i'll be there and so on... Last sunday when i was waiting for my friend in the car, i heard the song again and that time i was typing the lyrics that i could get down in my cellphone... Whatsoever... as long as i get it now... I'm just loving it!

this is a crapping post..ignore pls

2009-06-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

原来，当你努力了，
还是没结果，
真得很想哭。

原来，要往前进，
并不容易，
路太坎坷了。

原来，当好事连篇，
衰事也紧贴着来，
不论到你不信。

原来，人累了，
他是真的累了，
他是真的真的累了。

原来，好久以前，
我也曾说过，
我真的累了。

原来，
没有所谓的原来，
因为大家都累了。

心情指数：很好（假的）

怎么了？

2009-05-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

我烦，
我乱，
我烦什么，
我乱什么，
我烦很多事，
却说不出是哪些，
总的，就是烦，就是乱。

人生就是烦乱。

有时候，
真的不想长大。

夜深人静，听着江美琪的歌，感觉还不错。

after the last final exam

2009-05-29T20:45:00.007+08:00

After my last final paper in uni, we straight away stepped on mid valley to have something nice to consume, like what i said on my previous post, we had used up lots of energy for the study. So we had dinner at sushi zanmai. And i shoot some of the food....

yum yum, i heart egg... j'aime des oeufs.

tempura

my beloved chawanmushi... j'adore des oeufs..*blush*

On that month there was a happy hour promo from 7 to 8...it was like you have to take the sushi where beneath the sushi plate got logo of zanmai... but you can't see through naked eyes. The logo would be seen using uv light. And we were lucky to get rm20 voucher from one of the plate.

That was the voucher we get, and we used it for the meal. We were so happy that day. It was not the matter of money, but it was so delighting when we got the logo, and all of the workers will cheer us with some of their shouting. Good tactic to attract customers.

reflection of angel~

cheers~

BMC at BP

2009-05-21T18:28:00.004+08:00

After the last exam paper in my uni life on 2nd of may, we straight away went for relaxation and had something nice to consume. Exhausted after two papers in one day. Am now missing my uni life, missing my friends and coursemates, missing redang, missing everything nice in my uni life. Friends, take care.

This, we were taking at bp(bangunan peperiksaan), as a memory of my exam life for three years.

BMC members....miss everyone of u~

120509 update~

2009-05-12T23:37:00.005+08:00

I'm having industrial training recently which was quite tiring until i'm so lazy to have a longer online time.... So here are some update of the week i had been through....

I went to Redang on last Wednesday, and came back on Saturday early morning. It's considered as grad trip... Love the beach so much....love the crystal clear sea water.... J'amie beaucoup la plage... J'aime beaucoup la mer.... J'adore le/la redang... So now i'm extremely tanned... terribly, horribly, vegetably....

Then the following Monday i started my internship in a medical centre at Kota Damansara, doing lab work. Quite interesting and a bit of tiring... Maybe not use to it yet....

This week, he is coming back from work...am so so so...extremely happy....

Hope everything will be fine...wish me luck....

Cheers,
angeline

090509

2009-05-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Am here, wanting to wish my dear, Happy birthday to you. May all your wishes come true. I'm now at Redang, wish to celebrate with you but can't. I'm sorry. I miss you so much. Hope you are fine out there. I love you.

This is for you~

author of the thesis

2009-05-05T16:33:00.005+08:00

This is the blue-ish cover book which i mentioned, my hard bound thesis. Finally have some time to update about it. See, my table was so messy, the photo was taken during exam mode.

Proudly presented, author and the thesis.

The hardship that had been through for two semester, it's finally over...hooray~ Let's celebrate... Ok, i know i'm over excited... and yes i am...

Last but not least, today it's kivi big day, happy birthday to you, girl. Huhu, get older already. Xp

my last exam paper in uni life....

2009-05-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hello, everybody...I'm so excited now...cos' i'm free now... i just couldn't hide my happiness.... in the end, the most suck day is over.....

Now i can start to play restaurant city which i agreed my friend i'll play after exam....but still loading.....

I want go clubbing....but the others still on exam mode.... sigh~

Will miss uni life soon....miss my uni friends and also my lovely coursemates.....

I'm happily dancing en pointe....

010509

2009-05-01T21:03:00.003+08:00

在等待一个人的电子信函，
在找寻着到底有没新信函，
无时无刻。

早已飘到海洋去，
寻找着你的踪影，
我的灵魂。

将告别大学生活，
心早已不在书上，
明天的考试。

You got mail. Ain't i?

So excited~

2009-04-27T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today, it's a memorable day for me. Even the rain falls to celebrate with me besides tempering for the damn hot weather. I have worked hard for two sem, about one year time, suspended my one month long holiday, 8 credit hours final year project, also known as thesis, has finally come out in a blue-ish cover book. I'm so so so so so so so....X100000000000 excited and happy. Unexplainable and indescribable joy and delight. Whenever i look at the blue book or think about it, i would whisper to myself, "woohoo, finally done." and giggling to myself; in the room, in the car, while walking, and at Oldtown too. And su hwa said, "tonight you need not have to sleep, and even you slept you would laugh out loudly in the midle of the night." Maybe it could happen. Who knows? Caution to my roomate, don't get too frighten about my action(if it happens) during the night. And i felt so so so tired, cos' i slept at 5 in the morning the day before and the day after i waked up early in the morning. One advice to all, don't sleep "early" and wake up early too for continuous days. Or maybe i'm too old to have such habit already. *sigh while shake head-ing*

Ok, i think i should stop and go to sleep gao gao tonight.

Excited!!!

Oggy and the Cockroaches

2009-04-26T00:58:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time where i didn't watch cartoon. Suddenly thinking of the cartoon that i watched on TV3 which is now stopped showing.What a sad thing cos' I miss the cartoon so much. Although my family has subscribed cartoon channel in Astro but they don't have any cartoon called Oggy and the Cockroaches. It's a cartoon about a cat called Oggy and three cockroaches. They don't talk much in the show, but they make me laugh for the show. I search from youtube and found it is up there. Am so happy to watch it back. Love it. I like their ending song with zeizeizei... as i would sing along when the show ended during my kid time.

Confessions of a Shopaholic

2009-04-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

Randomly clicking into youtube and i found this. I like the story of the Confessions of a Shopaholic. Well, i'm a typical shopaholic too. Whenever i have extra cash on hand, i'll shop. But luckily, i don't have credit card, or not i'll end up like this too. *wink* My coursemates said that Isla Fisher who starring as Rebecca Bloomwood is not pretty enough, yet Hugh Dancy as Luke Brandon is handsome, it's so contrastive. But i like her, i do think she looks gorgeous and attractive. She has successfully attracted my eyes on her. Movie with laughter, certainty about shopping, love and romance.

Woohoo, all the soundtracks has combined into one piece, bonne!

Contemporary dance

2009-04-23T22:30:00.001+08:00

Nice piece of contemporary dance. Every single move is smooth and energetic. I heart contemp dance.

This is nothing related to dance, yet i found it have touched me when watching it. Nice song from Carrie Underwood.

dance bonds people

2009-04-22T20:25:00.005+08:00

This past Monday, I'd met with three of my friends, which we knew each others through dance.

The first person i have met is Jasmine, who is my 'daughter' too. We know each other genuinely through family. We use to have family system during our college(hostel) life; for example the first year will be the sons and daughters, then the second year will be the moms and dads, followed by third year will be the grandpas and grandmas, fourth year will be the great grandpas and great grandmas and so forth. Initially she impressed me because she is one of the performing art(dance) faculty students; whereby she will be my friend, xiao por's junior. Yet we become closer as she joins CC Dance Club, where i'm also one of the members. As we have dance practices for Feseni and also dance competition at Melacca. The relationship between us mostly is bonded through dance rather than family i think.

The second person i have met is Kai Li, where we know each other through PTUM performance/dance bureau. We have a hard time for the practices, just because the practice is stiff. It's not for play play only. In this bureau, the participants are either pro in dance or totally idiot in dance. But no matter how, the participants would finally able to dance gracefully in the performance. The tough practice which is the key that have trained us to be skilled and expert. Because of the hardships we have been through, the relationship of the whole group of people get very well. And my dance skill has improved a lot from then on. Kai Li and I befriend after all. Kai Li, thank for keeping the certificate for me. And i still remembered the chocolate that you have presented me. *wink*

The third yet last person in the day i have met is Xiao Wei, also we know each others through PTUM dance bureau and likewise, she is the member of CC Dance Club too. What a coincidence. Xiao Wei is from performing art(drama) faculty who like to dance so much. She is a wonderful and unique girl.

An ordinary day, i have met three persons, where we are interelated with one thing, i.e. dance. Dance bonds us together. I heart dance so much.

The body says what words cannot

-Martha Graham-

just study

2009-04-21T17:07:00.004+08:00

Woohoo, Angeline please, keep this study mood going on and on. This will be the last final exam you will have in Uni. Try your very best before it's too late. Fighting until the end, please don't ever give it up. Good luck to you. Bonne chance.

Tsunami is coming?

2009-04-19T14:02:00.005+08:00

Recently i've received an email saying that on 22nd of July will have tsunami due to the sun eclipse. Even my parents also received the mail and asked me not to go to the beach during that month. I'm wondering is the mail a prank or truth? It has scared me, i don't want to see anyone to get hurt especially my love one.

Tsunami that happened on 26th of December 2004 which hit Penang had brought an impact to me. After the incident happened, i was afraid to go to beach. I still remembered that the day before the incident happened, my family and i went to beach at Pantai Bersih. Well, we went during the night. Lots of people were lingering at the beach. The sea was whole black. The wave seemed to be uncalm, neither high nor low tide. The wave flowed up and fell again every here and there. My mum used to have sixth sense where she felt unclamness, and said," It's time to back home." So we left the beach.

The next morning, while i was still slept soundly on my bed, there was shaking occurred. My parents felt like dizzy and thought they were having headache. I woke up late morning and i saw my friend's sms, saying that earthquake just occurred at about 9 something. Then news started to report about the earthquake and tsunami happened on TV late evening. Due to it was a weekend, lots of people went to beach and some ended up their life to the wave. Because of Malaysia never had tsunami before, and no one knew what was the big wave which coming from the sea, and the people run towards the sea curiously and had a look. Yet they ended to be wrapped up by the wave and pulled away from shore. Who would think it was a tsunami?

The earthquake which caused tsunami to occur during December 2004

Some said before the tsunami occurred, the wave would be uneven. Something like the wave the night we seen. Yet no one would guess what will happen, right?

From that on, i was afraid to go beach. Looking at the sea, it made me thought of the incident that happened to human and caused lost of their love one. And i would not dare to park along the road at the gurney drive as the wave had flowed up to the shore during that time. Because of tsunami, the seaside like Gurney Drive, Batu Ferringhi, along the B'worth seaside become muddy.

Back to the previous email that have received, it's good to remind people to be careful, yet if it's a prank, it makes people feel anxieties, worries and unease. If it's truth, it would be another disaster soon to be happened to human. I have no idea how/where to verify the truth. Anyone?

ramdom shoot

2009-04-17T13:20:00.002+08:00

This was taken during January. The prosperity burger from Mc. D, after they release prosperity chicken burger, i just got chance to taste it, because i don't eat beef. I like black pepper.

Just a random shoot...had found that my dc has this mode..

Sesame street~

Cheers~

crush on F&F

2009-04-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

I wanna be the driver of one of the cars below, speeding on the road, with hito music playing on and on. That's really cool.

Which will you choose? This blue-ish Honda NSX?
Or Nissan Skyline R34 GTR?

Or whitish Porche Cayman?

Well, i hope i can own each and everyone of them. I like sports car, i like speeding on the road, and i need a good car for me to speed on the road. But most probably not my cheap proton.

I just love fast & furious so much.

no pain, no gain

2009-04-02T02:59:00.003+08:00

Love should not shelter the whole life. There are lots more things which waiting us to accomplish. Yet, to some girls, love is everything. Love will always come first. Sometimes they will lose their mind, lose their pride and lose their everything nice. Silly right? This is the difference between the mars and venus. Yet some guys are indeed to be so.

No pain, no gain.
Cheers~

情，为何物？

2009-04-01T00:51:00.006+08:00

This post was quoted from a person called eggman from my friend's post comment. It's a truth story i think.. And she points out the facts that we might face in the reality.

我有一位好朋友，她和男朋友从大学第一年就认识交往了，是我们眼里的老夫老妻。四年里他们经历了很多争吵而我常常都成为她倾诉的对象。当然我和她至今都是很好的朋友，我想说，对女生而言，一些事是她不会直接对男友说的，因为她认为男友应该明白，而当男友就是不明白的时候，她就会找她信任的朋友倾诉。

大学毕业后，大家步入工作岗位，因为工作性质和性格的不同大家渐渐就有不同的生活重心。这是自然的，也是一段感情能否维续下去的重大考验。如果大家的性格不能配合，以后的生活也很难维持。这对双方都不好。我的朋友后来也因为这样的原因提出了分手。

听了她的倾诉，我明白一个女孩要提出分手，其实是很痛苦的。她失眠、酗酒、放弃工作、学业、连家人也无法面对最后甚至想自杀。我了解为什么她的一些朋友会叫她的男友不要再去烦她。每次见回男友或是从前的东西她都忍不住痛哭。

我记得当时她说，自己也不明白为什么会这样，她不想这样，但她对男友的感情已经完全不一样了。不是变心，只是她怀念的是从前那种感觉，她知道她再也找不回那种感觉了。不过我心里明白，她是深爱着他的,感情对女孩来说不是三言两语就能放下的。直至一年后她还是很想他的。

感情从来不是因为爱而开始，也不会因为恨而结束。是生活里许多事情把我们撮合，也是这些事情把我们疏离。我们很难制造机会来撮合彼此，但能够选择是否要让这些事情把我们分离。是不是值得付出更多努力去经营彼此的未来？

这不是时间的问题，不是说在一起十年就比在一起一年有价值，更不是什么浪费的青春挽不回来的问题。无论结局如何在一起时的幸福快乐时不应该被抹杀的。而这些一起共度的苦与乐，信任与扶持，眼前的这一个人是不是值得让我们付出多一些心思去经营？如果你认为是值得的，那你要好好生活，继续给她关怀，不要强迫她，要让她明白，眼前这一个人有能力照顾自己，也愿意和自己继续经营这段感情。不要颓废，不要焦虑，不要横冲直撞。你说你希望做得更好，那就要身体力行。

我想说，有时在生活里我们会被逆境打败、甚至认为眼前的困境就是未来生活的写照。从而我们放弃了我们挚爱的人，很痛心但我们以为这样能改变我们的生活，对方也能找到更好的伴侣，会更快乐……或许吧。但或许我们也能够携手克服眼前的逆境，创造我们的未来？是的，感情的事并不没有对错。我们都无法提什么意见。我相信双方应该冷静的好好的坦诚地谈一谈，至少是对自己感情的尊重，也对彼此负责。

生命无常，我们谁也不知道是否今晚合眼后还会有明天。随着我姐的离世，我更能明白这点。她和男友有小小的怄气，原本想隔几天去找男友，结果才几分钟后她就突然离世了。

漫漫人生，我们只是想找一个伴，和自己分享生活的点滴，快乐时一起笑，有好东西一起分享……这原是件多么简单的事……

(edited on 050409)

Support Earth Hour. Have you?

2009-03-29T16:08:00.003+08:00

The earth hour was just over. Have you supported Earth Hour? How was yours? Well, i was just reached home while the hour was ongoing. I walked into my room in the dark, put my things and walked to my housemate's room, sitting in the middle of the room with candles lighted up, camwhoring such a memorable moment with our dolls. Let's the photos do the talking.

This piece of artwork was in half way--->M, i'm loving it.. Advertising for Mc D.

The accomplish piece...

Love the earth we are living

Switch it off

2009-03-28T11:27:00.003+08:00

Today is 28th of March 2009,
it's an important to all the citizen on earth,
let's us switch off the lights for the vote,
the vote for saving the earth from danger,
from 8.30pm to 9.30pm,
your vote is in your hand,
you can make a difference.

Wonderful Friday - random post

2009-03-28T01:04:00.005+08:00

Today, i'm very happy. First time wore so formal, like it. Did not that bad in my poster presentation although one of my examiner was that one i had expected. And yeah, finally it's over. Successful persuaded the cool guy, boon tien to join us for lunch. Had late lunch at the apartment, also celebrating xiao yun and wei mee's belated birthday. Food at the apartment was sucks yet thumb up for the service. After that, went to watch confesion of a shopaholic. Well, it's about shopping, love, friendship, touching moment, lots of laughther, yet a happy ending. Then, we went to old town to have late dinner. And some chit-chatting. Back to home, awful pain on my feet due to high heels for 16 hours ++. Now, sitting in front of my laptop, blogging while popping with music. Wish to go clubbing and move it move it. When, my friends? Ok, really can feel the exhaustion, it's time to bed. Bonne nuit.

2009-03-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

I'm in deep shit! Tomorrow i have french test, yet until now still haven't study. My trial presentation is sucks! Need more preparation and practice. I pray for that @#&%$ prof which always asks WTF questions not to turn up on Friday, indeed not as a judge of the poster presentation. Or not, i'll be in very very deep shit!

What should i do now? Study? Prepare? Practice?

WTF..... I'm blogging here.

Help me...i'm so stressed...

Colours of love

2009-03-24T00:54:00.003+08:00

When you like someone, things seem like very easy, sweet and nice.
But when you love someone, it's still nice and sweet, however it's not as easy as abc.

When you fall in love, the world seems to be pinkish at first, well some people's will turn to blue-ish then on. Some even worst, straight away to blackish. Yet, it does not mean one and all, there are still people who keep pinkish, or even a better one.

I'm not here to talk about colour, it's the stages/levels. Or maybe the colour that i have chosen to represent the stage/level is not as yours. Just want to pinpoint that, although the colour that presented now is the worst or the best, it does not mean the same will happen in the future.

Last night, chating about this thing with my best buddy. I was not deemed that this will be the satisfactory one. And i get scolded by her, because of having the idea in my head. Well, although i thought so and i'm not so optimis with it, yet i still hope this will the one and only one now and in the future too.

Love is sweet and sour with ups and downs every now and then. The sweetest you get, the bitterest is yet to come. Hold on if you think it's worth. Let go if you aren't in it. And when everything is over, don't think back and move on.

I should not be sitting here and writing this, i should stop it and move on for my thesis. Cheers~

My regard to you~

2009-03-22T17:12:00.004+08:00

One night, a friend of mine sent me a song through msn. It was a song from Michael Bolton, How am i supposed to live without you. And he asked me to listen it cos' it was the situation he was facing now. Well, i just found out what it is meant in the lyrics. Anyway, i hope you will be fine. Never knew that you listen to this kind of song, nice one.

Thesis oh thesis

2009-03-22T16:42:00.003+08:00

No post updates recently, cos' busy with my thesis. Am going to have my thesis poster presentation on this coming Friday. Wish me lucks. Will be updated after that.